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Friday, June 24th, 2005
11:55 am	Working...sucks.... (Comment on this)
Friday, June 17th, 2005
12:01 am	Last day of school!! yay!! No more for 3 months so excited..Went to Splashdown today was prety kick ass and after that Austisn car got a flat tire so we got some dude to fix it...hung out with Austin for awhile and whatnot went ot the mall visted Nathan..(Sponge) for awhile then went to zekes...then came home..yeah..that was my day...   I LOVE SUMMER!!     Current Mood: blank Current Music: Summer Time and the livins easy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, June 11th, 2005
10:56 pm	So, Today was graduation. All of my friends graduated... I cried so much. I guess I really never realized how much they mean to me until now. I dont know how school next year is going to be without them. They mean so much to me and now that they are leaving to live their lives all I can do is cry and be happy for them. I dont know what happened...but I just started to ball once I saw them get thier diplomas. Hopefully we will all stay in touch. I love them all. They have to be the best things that have ever happened to me this year!! I love you guys!   Current Mood: depressed but happy... Current Music: Fresh Prince of Bell Air Theme Song (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 5th, 2005
9:07 pm	Sun block doesnt work...its pointless...yeah went to six flags and got burnt like fuck...it hurts!! yeah...rode a bunch of roller coaster rides...almost cried when I rode one beucase I was scared...(THere emily...now you deont have to say anything! ) met a hot guy we called Delaware...had hit tounge pierced...hung out with Bak Friday and Saturday...Saturday we hung out at the skate park all day..it was crazy..but yeah..today was awsome..besides the whole burning thing.... Current Mood: sore (Comment on this)
Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
3:25 pm	Why do I even try??? Ill never have a chance with him..... Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 31st, 2005
8:28 pm	Today Fucking Rocked!   So yeah today I went to school and it sucked like always but besides that I hung out with bak after school and we drove around went to her house her mom made me laugh haha so we got food and what not then decided to go to the skate park so I was liek oh theres sean lets go over there..so we get out of the car and of course it wasnt sean..so I was like...alright and felt really stupid so I wa sliek oh theres Jay and I start talkign to him about thursday and then BAM theres Jason..and I was like oh god..Bak look..and he comes over andn Im like *smince* I dont know I guess it rocked becuase I saw Jason? I dont know hes so hot...so we are about to leave and I tell Jay abut how my mom called me big boned and he was like " Yeah you are fat...." ...thanks jay so hes liek " I mean your mouth" and I flicked him off so Jason is like "Yeah its like the size of my weiner" and I start crackin up...Jasons sooooo hott (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 26th, 2005
3:40 pm	Bak let me drive her car! haha shes crazy..It was awsome I almost hit my neighbors car ebcuase I wasnt paying attention..but besides that I did pretty well I say so myself! Got year books today..My picture is soo bad...I hate it..Bak is supposed to come over today..she better.lol I dont like being home all the time..Im suppoised to go to kings domionon sunday with my cousin her boyfriend and bak it should be fun if we are still going... I want a camra..I know I am really radnom but oh well.. Its the way I am...cant help it...well Im gonna go ...later Current Mood: nerdy Current Music: Watching-The Adventurs of Billy and Mandy (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
2:14 pm	...Yesturday was fun...but horrible at the same time! okay...so Im hanging out with Bak all day which was awsome and fun! so we get bored from going to manassas mall fairoaks mall and my house..so we go back to Manassas Mall...So okay I see Lana so I go up to her and am like "lanas a whore" like always and she laughs so after Jp buys her awsome nose ring taht I picked out we arre wlaking by PacSun and there is the extremely hot guy named mike that works there...so Im like " Lana look look hes so hot" and she goes in the store and is like "my friend thinks youre hot" and I was like"....oh my god.." and so theres mike looking out of the store looking and stuff and I start cracking up and me and Bak run and hide..so Im like okay bak lets go its clear and I walk back over there...and theres mike...so I was like oh god so I run again and Im like okay whatever..wont see him again well until I go to PacSun..so we go to the movies and we see The House of Wax (HORRIBLE MOVIE DONT SEE IT!!) and so it ends and we are waiting fro Baks dad to come get us and we are looking around and we had just got out pictures taken on this sticker machine thing and we are walking to sit down and I hear bak gasp and I look around....and theres mike..so Im liek FUCK and I like sprint to the other side of the movie theater and ofcourse mike sees me and Im like dammit and hes laughing and Bak is like "This is great! Oh man!" and Im sitting there freaking out and am like meh I have no idea... meh it was so bad...but hes so hot lol and Bak is liek talk to him..and Im liek I dont know him..so Im not going to tlak to him..but hes really hot...but yeah..Im gonna go...later Current Mood: indescribable (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 17th, 2005
9:38 pm	Well..Im just sitting here right now listening to music and watching House..today I went to school on a 3 hour delay becuase of SOLs which is awosm beucase I dont hagve to take any this week...well anywho..got up and got ready for school went to school and then went to Jessica and Amandas house after school..then about 4ish we decide to walk up to the school and see the base ball game..but taht didnt start till 6 so we huing around and wahtnot so we went to the skate park and everything then at 6 we went to the game and Osbourn won 5:4 we beat OP big woop...anywho it ended at 8 and I had to walk home becuase my mom wanted to watch american Idol...wtf is that....it took me 20 minutes to walk home from osbourn to my house...it was whack...my brother is being a big gay homo standing over my shoulder and reading everything I am writing...so Im gonna go..later Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Punk Rock Blues-Vexed Youth (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 15th, 2005
5:05 pm	Got bored....   <form action='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/do-survey.php' method='post' target='_new'><table border=1 bordercolor=#efefef cellspacing=0><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question1' value='TELL+ME+ABOUT+YOURSELF+-+The+Survey'><input type='hidden' name='type1' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Name:</td><td align=left><b>Crystal</b><input type='hidden' name='question2' value='Name%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type2' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Birthday:</td><td align=left><b>August 8th</b><input type='hidden' name='question3' value='Birthday%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type3' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Birthplace:</td><td align=left><b>Manassas</b><input type='hidden' name='question4' value='Birthplace%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type4' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Current 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align=right>What country would you most like to Visit:</td><td align=left><b>Italy</b><input type='hidden' name='question58' value='What+country+would+you+most+like+to+Visit%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type58' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=center colspan=2><b><i>In a Boy/Girl..</i></b><input type='hidden' name='question59' value='In+a+Boy%2FGirl..'><input type='hidden' name='type59' value='2'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Favourite Eye Color:</td><td align=left><b>doesnt matter</b><input type='hidden' name='question60' value='Favourite+Eye+Color%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type60' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Favourite Hair Color:</td><td align=left><b>brown...</b><input type='hidden' name='question61' value='Favourite+Hair+Color%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type61' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Short or Long Hair:</td><td align=left><b>long</b><input type='hidden' name='question62' value='Short+or+Long+Hair%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type62' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Height:</td><td align=left><b>taller than me</b><input type='hidden' name='question63' value='Height%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type63' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Weight:</td><td align=left><b>not fat</b><input type='hidden' name='question64' value='Weight%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type64' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Best Clothing Style:</td><td align=left><b>doesnt matter</b><input type='hidden' name='question65' value='Best+Clothing+Style%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type65' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of Drugs I have taken:</td><td align=left><b>..what?</b><input type='hidden' name='question66' value='Number+of+Drugs+I+have+taken%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type66' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of CDs I own:</td><td align=left><b>does it matter</b><input type='hidden' name='question68' value='Number+of+CDs+I+own%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type68' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of Piercings:</td><td align=left><b>that I have..? I have 6</b><input type='hidden' name='question69' value='Number+of+Piercings%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type69' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of Tattoos:</td><td align=left><b>none :(</b><input type='hidden' name='question70' value='Number+of+Tattoos%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type70' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td valign=top align=right>Number of things in my Past I Regret:</td><td align=left><b>tons...</b><input type='hidden' name='question71' value='Number+of+things+in+my+Past+I+Regret%3A'><input type='hidden' name='type71' value='1'></td></tr><tr><td colspan=2 align=center><input type='submit' value='Take This Survey'><BR><a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/create-survey.php'>CREATE YOUR OWN!</a> - or - <a href='http://www.kwiz.biz/simplesurveys/paid-surveys.php'>GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!</a></td></tr></form></table>   dunno if its gonna work..but if not..whatever Current Mood: bored (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 14th, 2005
10:56 pm	So yeah..this weekend hasnt been taht wonderful...well it started off great...Went to Baks house and saw JASON after school...but dindt tlak to him...that was really stupid of me..but its not like he likes me or anything becuase I annoy the crap outta him...just like everyone else...anyway..well after Bak and I had sat outside for hours lol we finialy went in and got the car and whatnot and drove around..Frank calls and we go to a party and then some mexican dude throws up everywhere on the way home it was so gross and yes..it did get on me and I wanted to die..it was soooooooooooooooo gross but that night was fun...did nothing today...wrote a note to vicki which is cool I guess....Austin doesnt like me anymore becuase I " make obnoxious loud noises and I talk about underoath all the time"...said one thing in front of him and he freaks out on me..but hes not talking to me anymore...so whatever mehh Ive been kinda blehh lately..like I dont know I just dont want to talk as much or whatever...but I mean this only happens when I get home..I dont know whats goin on anymore..I dont like it here..adn I dont have anything to do becuase my friends are always busy or whatever and/or no one wants to do anything...mehh just found out my mom is reading my IMs AGAIN...which really pisses me off becuase I have no personal life ever becuase they (my parents) are always on my ass and reading my shit...why cant they just back the fuck off????...Im gonna go...later Current Mood: bitchy..and annoyed (Comment on this)
Tuesday, May 10th, 2005
5:46 pm	Well...yeah..not much to say..so I will tell ya about my weekend....Friday...Hung out with Michelle Austin and Alex, Saturday hung out with Lana Jp Nik Shane Sean and matt..I dispise him....had fun with them matt sean and nik got kicked out of fosters was pretty funny...Sunday Mothers Day went to my aunts house for a cook out...and then brought lana home with me ebcuase she lived right down the street from ym aunts house...We walked to JPs then went to niks...got bored and called Josh..Josh Frank Jason and some other girl..never really got her name..came an picked me an lana up then we went to Joshs house..I think it was his house....hung out outside for a little bit where they beat of Jason..it was sad and funny at the same time...ooooh before that they almost got in a fight with 3 black people..was kinda funny I wouldnt have tried to stop them if I didnt know the girl that was tehre..anyway back to Josh's house...they beat up jason and what not and Jason is on the ground wth Lana standing on him he kicks her and calls her a bitch..was funny...very funny..I laughed Lana got scared and left for Jps house...hung out at Josh's somemore and then Jay comes over hes a funny guy...stuff happened dont feel liek typing it then we all went to hooters...well we took Jason home then went to hooters...after that Frank and the one chick brought me home..it was kinda fun...Monday was horrible everything pissed me off....came home and got bitched at by my mom wich made the day worse so I sat in my room and cried....not fun today wasnt fun either...went by so slow...I hate A days...had to stay after school for a hour to make up work for english..I just got off the phone with Vicki..I miss her so much!!! I cant wait to see her this summer...well gonna go...later Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Thursday, May 5th, 2005
8:02 pm	HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAK!!!!!!!! Yup...today is Bak's 17th birthday!!! I will be catching up with her in 3 months and 3 days!! :) but yeah today was belh I had to run the mile which I tried to run bugave up ..in 13 minutes today...horrible..I know...2nd block teachers a fag 3rd HATE THE STUPID ROPE BASKETS THEY SHALL DIE!!!!...4th block...wasnt too bad today..After school went up to the skate park and hung out there until 4ish when Austin drove by he stoped and drove me home..came home and slept ..I feel so sick.. I dont know waht the hell is wrong with me..but I need to get better before tomorrow...if the whole plans still going down..well Im gonna go lay down becuase I feel like shit....later   *Pray*For*This*Weekend*To* Happen* Current Mood: sick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, May 2nd, 2005
7:05 pm	yeah...stoday has been pretty boring...done nothing! which sucks! Jason wanted to hang out today and I told him no beucase my mom wasnt home...HOW STUPID CAN I GET?! and now I feel horrible...IM SO SORRY!! WE WILL HANG OUT SOON!! :) anywho took a test in english it was pretty easy but took me forever..I actually did my homework..when I could have been with Jason...so stupid so stupid...and now i feel sooo bad beucase I duno I really liek him or wahtever but Iim an idiot and blew my chance to hang out with him..hopefully we will hang out soon...which will be fun!! haha We still have to nap together jason haha welp Im gonna go...later.... Current Mood: ...so stupid... (Comment on this)
Sunday, May 1st, 2005
3:01 pm	Just something for your entertainment....fil it out if ya wanna...   What would you do if... » I committed suicide: » I said I liked you: » I kissed you: » I lived next door to you: » I started smoking: » I stole something: » I was hospitalized: » I ran away from home: » I got into a fight and you weren't there: What do you think about my... » Personality: » Eyes: » ...Hair: » Clothes: » Mannerisms: » Family: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet? [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we'll remain friends or enemies? [8] Do you love me? [9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Are we close? [13] Emotionally, what stands out? [14] Do you wish I was cooler? [15] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [16] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. [17] Am I loveable? [18] How long have you known me? [19] Describe me in one word. [20] What was your first impression? [21] Do you still think that way about me now? [22] What do you think my weakness is? [23] Do you think I'll get married? [24] What about me makes you happy? [25] What about me makes you sad? [26] What reminds you of me? [27] What's something you would change about me? [28] How well do you know me? [29] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [30] Do you think I would kill someone? [31] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? Current Mood: blah Current Music: UnderOath (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 29th, 2005
2:57 pm	UnderOath kicked soooooo much ass last night I havent had that much fun at a concert ever!! so tired though!! yeah...I was so fuicking excited haha I loved it...when UnderOath came on I got right up on the gate it was so awsome...I got an awsome shirt adn YAY! it was soooooooooooooooo much fun! well gotta go..later   April 28th= the best day ever!!!!!!!!!! Current Mood: happy (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 24th, 2005
11:54 am	Last night was sooooo much fun! lol I went to a show with Jp, Lana, and Jason. They were making fun of me becuase I wore a Matchbook Romance hoodie to a punk rock show.. I felt stupid lol. It was so much I got to see Josh and Jason and I watched their band play.. They were awsome! I cant wait for their next show!! It was so much fun! wow..I really dont know what to write..but it was awsome and Im so glad I went..well I am out...peace!! http://www.go-quiz.com/warning-label/warning-label.php Its me!!! haha   Current Mood: cheerful (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
5:33 pm	Hey Hey!! Im sitting here at the beach..kinda bord just watching jerry springer and eat haha. I layed out today. didnt get much...I only layed out for an hour..I havent been feeling well lately...everything is so fucked up  Im so confused with everyone...I got 2 new bellybutton rings for 2 bucks!! lol cheap cheap! I miss my birdies...lol I know they are so annouing but when I was sayingbye to sherbie I almost started crying it was horrible...well it took us 12 hours to get to nags head beucae we got lost..it was insane...and very very boring..well I am going to go beucaseI dont feel liek typign anything anymore..later (Comment on this)
Saturday, April 16th, 2005
5:37 pm	Yeah today has sucked already...Got into another fight wtih Zeke...so were not going to be talking anymore...oh well..you know since im so "stubborn" whatever...yeah I was supposed to hang out with everyone today but no one is home. so whatever...I finished poacking and stuff so Im gonna go and do whatever...goning to the beach!! be back....thursday night..later Current Mood: bitchy Current Music: Underoath (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 14th, 2005
5:01 pm	This week has been pretty cool. I hung out with Austin and Alex Sunday. which was pretty fun. We went to the skate park for a little bit then went to Alex's. Monday I went to the skate park with Michemellow! and had a blast! woot! haha finially got to talk to Garett soo hot!! Yesturday I went to the skate park again with michelle but I was late and she waleked up there with emily..which made me mad well she was mad at me but we got over it when I RAN up there..yes I Crystal Blevins...ran..haha it was so worth it because I got to see Garett...mmmm...this moring  Garett said Hi to me and I was so exicted!! haha made me so happy..it was werid..its never happened before...anyway I know that sounded gay but hes soo hot...well today I went to school...went by slow...of course all A days are slow..went shopping after school and got a new bra and flip-flops woot! haha then went to get food. just got home actually tomorrow Michelle and I are going to the skate park again to take pictures and stuff I love it! haha anyway yeah the whole prom thing..sucks.. Im not going to go to prom and no one can make me..so yeah..whatever..well I am going to go adn talk to timmy!! later Current Mood: excited Current Music: none...surprisingly (2 Comments |Comment on this)